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20:31 May 27 2010
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Existere has a remembrance page for Punkie.
We have a guestbook that you are able to sign and leave you comments and fond memories of her.
Here
Let us take a moment to celebrate the life she lived, the smiles she brought and an amazing angel that heaven just acquired.
23:48 May 26 2010
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Yeah, so not going to lie... the main page made me bawl.
I remember the first day I really started talkin to her. It was in Madadh. We had a chatroom. And we were laughing and talking and I told her I was staking claim on her. And then we just from that point on we were always talking. She would always say that when we both get married we are going to all move into a huge house and live together. Her and I would sit on rocking chairs like two little old crazy ladies and yell at kids for getting on the lawn. And that if we moved in together and our significant others made us angry we would just go tell the other one to shut up and move over I'm coming to bed.
I feel so.. angry. and WHY? There are people out there who are horrible, filled with nothing but the evilness of a dark being and they are still here, why her? She made a difference in the lives of people around her. She brought so much sunshine to days that were dark. She radiated love and hope and faith. Which is why her name was perfect, Faith. She just WAS. It just came from her. She gave you faith that things would be okay and they were.
I AM JUST SO FUCKING ANGRY. Why did it HAVE to fucking be her. She has a wonderful son and people who LOVED HER. JUST WHY?
She has so much to give. And it's just.. gone. She's gone. Reading her obit and what happened makes it more real than just hearing it. Like it's really true.
I know it's the vicious cycle of life and things happen for a reason and life isn't fair and things just happen, but dammit WHY!
Just.. why?
22:07 May 23 2010
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My Punkie is gone. I still can't wrap my head around it. I found out this morning that she was in a horrible car accident. She's .. gone.
I feel like everything is moving so fast and I am just standing still. Trying to figure out what to do. I just can't believe this is real. She is just so an amazing person. So beautiful, loving and just amazing. Ever since the first time I met her I just always wanted to talk to her. I felt like I'd known her for all my life. That we were just meant to be in each others lives.
She's one of the few people I actually said I love you too on a daily basis because I truly did. Because she is my family, my friend and one of the biggest parts of my life. I cried with her, I laughed with her and I loved her.
And now I am crying for her. For the time she's lost. And for the memories that keep randomly coming to me.
Punkie,
I love you more than words can express. You are my angel on earth and in heaven. You said I was your guardian, but you've always been mine. Heaven has my favorite angel. Even though I mourn for losing you, I know you're still going to be around.
You've left foot prints on my heart and enriched my soul.
I love you, baby. I'll miss you. More than anything I can say.
My activity will be very limited for a bit. I just need time to think.
22:19 May 14 2010
Times Read: 811
If you are going to say it, then actually follow through with it. Don't throw a Polly Pissy Pants tantrums, storm off and take your ball and go home and whine and cry because you didn't get your way.
And I was looking forward to the latter. Damn.
20:35 May 06 2010
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Has anyone ever tried Tru Blood the actual beverage? It's supposed to taste like blood oranges. I really wanna try it.
17:20 May 06 2010
Times Read: 935
I can take a whole lot of stuff. Especially since I really don't pay attention. But holy jeebus. I am getting really, really sick of seeing THAT all the damn time. It is making it un-enjoyable to even be on here. Take the damn hint already and stop.
And I know if *I* am sick fo seeing it, then other people have to be damn sick of seeing it to.
04:31 May 04 2010
Times Read: 1,009
Ok since I have comments on the last entry and I can't seem to access it while signed in.. I'll just go about making a common this way. lol
1. Yeah, it is all part of the game. It's a dirty game. Filled with Herpes! Lots and Lots o' Herpes! And the considering.. is a big ol' bag of douche. -nod-
2. I do happen to like dates in my cereal. Course.. I'm weird like that.
3. Shut up, ayw. :P
4. Thanks typeopositive ;) I'm glad you dig it. That makes me happy.
5. Some people make me wanna seriously wear a hazmat suit if I ever meet them. AND that's just to shake their hand.
I get the whole online dating thing, I really, really do, but holy bed hoppin' hobags, batman.
You know it's bad when someone can check your sheets and get tons of VR DNA from it.
01:26 May 01 2010
Times Read: 752
I cannot believe the amount of serial daters on this site. You know the ones that will be with someone one week.. then all of a sudden.. they break up and then moving on to the next.
It's kinda gross.
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COMMENTS
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dabbler
20:47 May 27 2010
Thank you for making that available, Memorials are valued tool in mourning.
LadyDarkRayne
20:58 May 27 2010
She was blessed to have a such a wonderful friend like you Lainey.
Oceanne
21:55 May 27 2010
I agree with LDR .Punkie was very blessed to have a friend like you.And you were too.Im sooo sorry that she has gone.But she is here~touches heart~ and will never leave.She was a wonderful person and we will all miss her.I am very glad her page is here though,and have been visiting it often.
imagesinwords
22:29 May 27 2010
:)